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I am feeling like I could destroy a molecule, not humanly possible with my hands but I will try.
I was with an old buddy today and we had dinner.
She told me that maybe I choose the wrong friends to dedicate the majority of my time too.
Maybe she was right? Maybe she is off? Maybe I am denial? Maybe I refuse to regret but in the end, that is all I do?
09 and all and I wonder what some of my buddies are up to?
Do they want to hang out with me?
If they do why don't they pick up their phones?
Why don't they call me to hang out?
Why don't they call me to eat?
I knew this year I was going to dedicate most of my time to work and I was going to shut out my friends to make the green but I don't want it to end this way.
I wish my friends were more open to communicate.
That is one thing we always lack which was telling each other what was on our minds without retarded criticism.
Sometimes I think it is impossible for us to succeed in life because we critique each other way too much and that is what we say, become our life and we defend against how our peers judge us because we are not the person we are suppose to be but we are.
Maybe we are embarrassed, scared for change, lost, and too prideful to ask for help. Damn this just got deep.
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| The title is the name of a Fall Out Boy song and ironically the same amount of time has passed since I have visited Chicago.
When I think of xanga, I always think about the post, I posted back in 03 in Janurary right after New Years. I posted some pictures and it was fun.
This post is similar because it is about my New Years in Chicago.
The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly.
The Good
Let us start this post out on a good note.
My hotel room was at a super discounted rate. The bed was like clouds, soft clouds.
I felt bad-ass snapping my fingers for a cab downtown be little'n Turkish and Pakistani drivers. Haha! This one night a random Lincon towncar drove us. Super sweet!
The people of Chicago are bad-ass as well. This club opened their arms to me and my Texan buddies with arms wide open. Free entrance, free drinks, free bottle service, all for doing a good deed on New Years for letting this promoter's ladies cut in line.
Chinatown is great. Enough said, plus 554.
Good friends and being downtown with a 24/7 Mcdonalds that you can dine is good I think? if you are homeless it is a bonus.
The clubs are amazing, like a f'ing playground.
Mitsuwa, every city needs one of these. It is a Japanese mall that has all the fresh udon in the world.
The food is so freaking sweet. Beef Brisket or 24/7 Hotdogs, you name it!
Funny to watch the local fobs get hassled by the cops for selling without permits, Mexicans trying to operate cameras or even understanding Mexican.
The Bad/Ugly
I'll just combine everything together because they all suck.
Brazilians are idiots.
Parking is the worst thing in the world in this city. Plus it is over priced.
The weather is so f'ing cold, enough said. It is all the winds fault.
Michigan avenue is a piece I swear. How do people not get hit by cars in this over crowded city, robbed or raped!
I could probably tell you in 30 ways how to throw away 10 dollars on junk.
The Mexican girls are fucking idiots. I got sucker punched by a Mexican in a Korean club! WTF
Tax is 10.2 something. Ridiculous!
Everything is so expensive in Chicago that is it not even funny.
Pot Holes! You think with all the tollways in the world in Chicago charging 80 cents per toll pass would fix a pot hole the size of a baby child.
The Black Hawk and Bulls are patheticm even with the Winter Classic.
The service is retarded. Asian can not serve to save their life.. It is like they are fucking stupid or something. This server was taking care of my party which was 11 people, plus another table of 6 behind us. He walks off for a while and we need him and ask where he is at. Another server says he is eating his lunch. Wow!, wow! shit like that just blows my mind. Plus all the asian servers suck in China town. Enough said. Sorry, this is coming from the restraunt side of me, being in the busz for a while.
Over all, I love the fact the you are not aloud to smoke in any public places including the club.
Man the air is so much better indoors and I don't smell like a walking ash tray. Fuck St. Louis and its smokey ass clubs and bars and pool halls.
Though Chicago is a sweet city, the NY of the Midwest, I still like my crummy town of St. Louis!
Post of pictures later.
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| 25 years old and nothing. I lost the excitement of all Holidays and don't care much for birthdays.
25 Years and of living and Christmas is coming. Doesn't feel like Christmas. Maybe it might feel more like it if I had money to buy nice present for the friends that I don't give presents too.
There are probably only two people I would think about getting decent presents for not because I want something in return but because they mean so much to me.
I drifted from my Mom. I blame my evil sister. There are some things in the world you can't live with and one is her. It is like she was meant to cause trouble and mischief to everyone around her that she touches and communicates with. sigh*
I was talking to my buddy at the club one night and he told me he was going to open a restaurant in the next three years. I am so proud and happy for him. I think it is always beastly when you own something big that you can make money off of. I always want to own my own business before I get too old to accomplish that dream.
I really need a job and to find a cheap car. Got any ideas readers?
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| Citizen Cope - Bullet and a Target
I am stuck between a bullet and a target. That is a metaphor describing my life. sigh*
Damn, today is so awesome. The sky is muggy and the day seems right to be doing something illegal. sigh* Yet I have no money for drugs or where to find them! Poopy!
Today I payed 49 cents for a print, and I was taxed! wtf, that will be the last time that happens.
You can find whatever you want on Craig's List besides prostitution. Admens are cracking down on prostitution on Craig's List because it is illegal to sell yourself online. Haa!
I think I am racist. But I love fried chicken and curry. Tanuck, Tanuck my friends!
I need a job, manager, shift supervisor, something! Help!
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| You know what sucks, washing dishes at 5 in the morning, dishes that have been stained by pizza sauce!
Also watching 6 bad movies in a row is pretty bad. Especially when you watch them back to back.
Say Anything - A Walk Through Hell
Okay, I will admit, I'm 25 and things are not looking too grim, but I have the biggest outlook of a brighter times to come. I tried about everything there is to try.
Poker has its ups and downs but I am one straw away from quitting. One straw. Over all I rather play softball with my buddies all day but no one plays.
My recent feat. was Craig's List. When I say recent I tried it back a while ago and wanted to write a post about it but forgot so now that I have the time I am doing so.
On CL, they have a place to find quick hook ups and shit, but what I found out, unlike the episode in Entourage where Turtle/Drama find a fuck, the whole damn thing is a fucking ploy. All the links for girls wanting to get bang are all commercial. Meaning guys put up links for stupid guys to respond too and then they respond saying click on my link.... which leads to a dating site. Apparently there are a billion sites but I have never seen any, just heard, cough* cough*
Anyways, it is a joke, these people who post links for girls are probably guys getting paid to.
If you do manage to find a legit link, it is probably a fat chick in her 50's with a vagina the size of Texas. Not cool and misleading.
If you look at the guy links, it is all about guys trying to get quick fixes and have pictures of their stupid size cocks posted. Not cool either.
I did an experiment and posted a post for myself only to get bombarded with gay responses of men wanted to suck my cock or bang them. The girl that responded only responded with links to a website. How fucking lame.
I will admit Craig's List is good for finding used products, just not humans.
If your high and looking for a quick laugh, I would read up on some of the links, funny stuff!
Go Obama! and this is my cheezy girl!
I love it!
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